I
had to share this with you all. Last evening, I finally
got into
the Akashic Construct
after some surprising failures I can’t explain. I might
have made the whole thing up in my mind, or I might have
been dreaming, but it felt so real !!!!!!!!!!!! So here goes:
I entered the Akashic Construct,
asking for a healer to come and help me for a change—with
my broken leg, my aching back, and high blood pressure.
The elevator arrived, and I anxiously waited for someone
to step out. Suddenly a bright white light appeared in front
of me, and an image took form. It was a man in a white robe
and sandals, wavy shoulder-length hair. I immediately sensed
it was Christ Michael, but His appearance surprised me since
He looked much different to how I had alway pictured Him.
I couldn’t believe it! It made me feel so shy to be
in His presence. I felt I wasn’t worthy to have a visit
from Michael. I lowered my head, and felt embarrassed, but
He just smiled, and His beautiful voice softly called out
my name. Then He said, ‘You wanted to talk?’ Actually,
I had tried several times in meditation, hoping to invite
Michael for a chat, but I either couldn’t get through,
or I was interrupted in my home.
We sat down on a bench in my workroom, but then I asked
if we could go to the garden, telling Him, it was beautiful
there, and it would be a better place to talk. He smiled,
stood up, and walked out with me.
I started off by telling Him
I was so sorry for the mistakes I made in this life, for
the
people I hurt, especially those
close to me, and for disappointing Him. I asked forgiveness
(for the umpteenth time). He smiled gently, and told me I
had been forgiven a long time ago, when I first asked, and
He knew what was in my heart. He said, ‘The forgiveness
you seek is within yourself.’ I understood He was telling
me I have to forgive myself, and not dwell on my past mistakes.
I asked about my daughter, and if she and I would ever be
close again. He told me that, although she appears cold and
unfeeling toward me, He sees a small, but brightly glowing
light in her heart, which she tries to not to acknowledge.
The light is her love for me. She will not allow herself
to feel it, but love is strong, and cannot be contained.
It must eventually be expressed. Also, if I can forgive myself,
and feel worthy of her love, it will remove an important
block, and make reconciliation easier. I have to admit, I
do feel guilty about hurting her through the decisions I
made. I know I did the best I could at the time, and I never
intended to make anyone unhappy.
I asked about a sick child,
and He said ‘She is love.
She brings love to all who meet her.’ Her parents are
learning unconditional love, faith, and commitment. ‘All
will be well. She is in our care, always.’
I asked about my life, and
why I’ve had so many challenges,
and was told I chose to learn many lessons, to bring me further
along the path to perfection. Whenever I felt a ‘nudge’ to
make a change, it was time for another lesson. I told Him
I was tired. He said, “you are loved, and your many
Celestial Friends are eager to help you whenever you need
help, and they enjoy giving you their number messages.
I asked about my illness,
and told Him I wanted to heal, and be of service to Him.
I know
I can do so much good, having
had this experience. He said, ‘You read in the Urantia
Papers. Your faith will heal you.’ Then he smiled again,
and said that I am already of service. Whenever I show love,
kindness, compassion, or just give a smile to someone, I
am serving Him.
He then chuckled a bit, and
told me it was almost time for George’s voice to come back on, and we walked back
into my workshop. Sure enough, as soon as we did, I heard
George’s voice, saying it was time to say goodbye.
I asked Michael if I could hug Him, and he smiled that wonderful
smile and held out his arms. I just held on to Him, and sobbed.
I was bathed in His light, and the love coming from Him was
so overwhelming !!!!!
George’s expression, I think, would be, ‘It
left me profitless.’ I said a soft ‘Thank You,’ and
He said He enjoys being invited to talk, and to call on Him
often. I let go of Him, and He disappeared.
I’m not sure when to call Him Jesus, and when to use
the name, Christ Michael, but His visit was such a surprise.
I still feel His love, which is so comforting, and I know
I’m being watched over and cared for. All is well.
Love to all.....
An Akashic Construct Participant.
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George notes: There’s nothing wrong with ‘coming
up empty’ from the Akashic Construct when you are ill.
At those times you have your AC friends to help you.
One of the most experienced fire-walkers in my group, Jason,
suffered the most horrible burns when in the day prior to
the firewalk his shoulder was dislocated. 1800 Degrees Fahrenheit ‘got
him bad’ when he was physically unbalanced.
After the mugging of a lifetime in 1987, and becoming an
epileptic because of it, it took until 1992 for me to hear
and see my ‘Spirit Friends’ again. Physical,
emotional and psychological damage had frosted over my looking
glass for a view into the Midway Realm. Indeed, there’s
nothing wrong with occasionally ‘coming up empty’ from
the Akashic Construct when you are ill.
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