had another awesome Akashic Construct experience this morning!
Happily I greeted my Celestial Helpers in my clinic. I had
been having problems settling my mind for the past few weeks,
unable to connect, leaving me to wait in swirling darkness
without any visions. This time I put it out there, Whatever
or whomever God wants me to experience I will experience.
some weeks ago, when my meditations were productive, I was
usually getting many people at once arriving for a healing.
This time the elevator doors opened, and once again it was
packed with people. I waved to my Celestial Healers from across
the room and they came to help greet our patients.
last few meditations have been set back in time. It was explained
that healing was still needed for those souls who havent
been able to move on from their trauma. The dress of the patients
today was that of those in biblical times. Alright,
I thought, This is a first for me! Then there
in the middle of my library a very large caravan tent appeared.
The crowd filed in and I followed. Sitting on a platform so
all could see, was a very wise old man with a white beard,
wearing colorful robes. I realized it was Abraham! Again,
another first for me! These ailing peasants had come to hear
him speak the message of God. Looking around I expected to
see Machiventa, but I couldnt see him.
was at the very back of the tent and about to settle down
to listen to the message when Abraham motioned for me to come
forward. The crystals in my hands began glowing, and I realized
that I was here to heal, not listen in the shadows. As I walked
to speak with Abraham I noticed more closely the afflictions
of those gathered here; there was a lame boy, a blind man,
a mother that obviously had leprosy and her small child.
mind was racing along with a my pulse. Reaching the front
Abraham smiled, placed his hand over my heart and said, Your
mind has been over-troubled with worry and indecision.
I knew thats why Id been having such a hard time
meditating. No matter how hard I tried to cast the negative
thoughts from my consciousness, and hand them over to God,
they would return to cloud my senses with doubt. He continued,
What are they compared to this? His hand swept
relieved, and shaking my head, I replied, Nothing.
He smiled, releasing me to my work as he began to speak. Still
overwhelmed I was thinking, How can I heal them when
they have been taught for a lifetime that their afflictions
are a punishment from God? Christ Michael appeared beside
me. His calm presence and simple words gave me new resolve.
He said, Change their hearts and their minds will follow.
truth of this filled me. Slowly I made my way through the
assembly. With each person I didnt worry about their
individual afflictions, all I did was place a hand over each
heart as they absorbed Abrahams wise words.
I feel so blessed and humbled to be a part of this.